clarkatroid is not folding

well what a depressing end to an exciting year. just when i thought id avoided a really bad run all year, variance finally catches up with me in the worst possible form. its altering my mental state to such a degree that think i need a break. the downswing is 28k and 40 buy ins. which i didnt actually think was possible

if im being honest , i think i have contributed maybe 5-10k of this amount through tilting. its hard not to. im actually showing a loss with all premium hands on my db with the exception of AA in which ive been dealt 34 times and im 124 dollars up with it. so if u cant win with these, then u cant win full stop. it feels like everytime i got kings, someone else got ace. im running ak into aa and kk constantly. my sets are losing. my flushes run into higher flushes and boats, and so on.

its pretty soul destroying and has taken the shine off a good year. i cant decide whether to try and play through it, or take the rest of the year off and hit it hard in the new year with a fresh start. i kinda feel that if i play on then im asking for trouble.